There was no reason why the following should have happened.......
I got the dogs all out of the car, and they all decided it would be great fun to run riot around the neighbours gardens. When I finally herded the pooches into the house, I closed the door to go to the car to get my bag.
It was at this moment as I picked up my bags that the counting started; I had to get to number 8, it that didn't feel right I have to count to 8, 8 times before I can pick up the bags.
It was like someone had flicked at a switch and suddenly all the counting became 'bad'. All the counting is evil. Whatever number I finished at would be bad, there was no 'good' feelings at all. This happened all very quickly (over a few seconds) but it has left me feeling that 'bad' feeling that something terrible will happen all because I couldn't reach a good 8!!!!
I coud have been out there for sometime trying to count, but firstly the neighbours may think I am slightly weird secondly, I didn't want to keep counting. So I didn't.
The OCD is still with me, but I can stand up to the bully more now.
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