One more scream.....aaaaarrrrggghhhh. I have attempted to take the dog for a walk this morning. Before you continue reading...WARNING THIS A WHINGEY WHINE
I attempted to take the dog for a walk, after I dropped some bits over to a friends. It was raining (surprise, surprise) but I just wanted to walk. We parked up, found a little path to follow, got a few yards and my walking went tits up. The pain increased immensely, I started walking like a clown and we abandoned it.
I just want to walk and this stupid bloody illness has taken away one of my favourite things. Every day I can feel myself getting fatter and my stomach ballooning up from whatever I eat. Each mouthful I take I can feel the blubber expanding around my arse and hips.
Is it really so much, to ask my body to just put one front in front of the other and walk without this tremendous pain.
I am now in bed because the pain and fatigue beat the crap out of me.
It's time to start plotting and taking action about the excess blubber and the fitness side. Today's attempted walk highlighted how quickly things are deteriorating. Okay body, this is war, I will not get fat. I will not get unfit.
First I will sleep and then decide upon my strategy. This is war.
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